I am sitting here struggling with what I should write about. It has been so long since the last time that I wrote anything for this blog. So often I have wanted to write something, but for one reason or another, I failed to do so. I think part of the reason for not writing has to do with not attending church in the last few months. I seem to write more when I have that feeling of being closer to God, which lately I haven’t felt. Lately though, I do feel God calling me back to church, which I still haven’t done. I am planning on attending this Saturday though.
Seeing it has been several months since I last posted anything here, you may wonder what I have been up too. Well, I have been busy with my 3 jobs, working on my house, and trying to be more social then I had been in the past. Trying to balance these things can be a bit of a struggle some weeks. Actually, it has been most weeks. I have had clients for my web design business get upset with me due to my lack of time to do something they think is needed right now. I have had that I meet recently get upset that I didn’t have as much time to spend with them as they felt I should. There are also a lot of things around my house that I haven’t gotten around to that I believe needs to be completed by the end of fall. We will see if I can get all of it done or not.
Besides that, there isn’t much else going on in my life. I may be getting a cat soon from a friend. I’m not really a cat person, I would prefer to have a dog, but a dog would need more attention than I could provide at the moment. So I am thinking a cat may be nice around my house. A cat doesn’t need as much attention as a dog would. I also wonder if having a cat will help me to express some emotions better. For some reason, it seems that if I go to a house where there is a cat, the cat sits on my lap or continually visits me. I have heard somewhere that cat is more sensitive to emotions. My grandma’s cat would always sit on my lap, which she would did for my uncle and I. Her cat hasn’t the nicest cat (My guess the cat was had issues from when she was younger and my cousin’s daughter tried to flush her down the toilet) and would also tried to claw me when I wanted to get up. My grandma would have to get her cat off my lap so I was able to leave without it digging its claws into me.
A few years ago, a friend of mine had a crazy cat. This cat was mean, but for some reason it would come sit on my lap as well. When I wanted to leave, my friend would have to throw her cat off me (This cat was truly crazy and would claw anyone that got near it).
Just if you are wondering, my friend ensured me the cat he is willing to give me is not crazy. He is littered trained and does not scratch furniture, which to me are all good things. It is a male cat who is about 6 months old, but doesn’t have a name yet. If you have any good suggestions for an all black cat, please let me know in a comment below.
Well, I don’t really know what else to write about. I would like to thank all those that have taken the time to read any blog postings on this site as well as those that have contacted me. Sorry I take such a long time to respond to messages from this website.
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